I so badly want to put this struggle with cancer behind me and not let it define me. The first half of 2021 had me return to work and make a concerted effort to have a semi-normal life, but we know how that turned out.
So again, I’m looking forward to a time when cancer is not my main focus. Just two weeks after surgery and we are still waiting for the pathology report. Did they get it all out? The weight of that question is sometimes a little too much to bear at the moment.
I secretly want to feel like the tough guy movie star who doesn’t look back when the massive explosion goes off behind them. They are victorious, and cool. I want that feeling. I want to feel like I’m free of my chaotic past and that I have been Delivered From Evil.
That’s how obsessions start; Delivered From Evil (DfE) is now my umbrella working title for some personal creative projects. Starting with a bit of logo art. Why not?
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